I sometimes hallucinate while suffering from low blood suger.The last time, I used all of the pillows on the bed as sand bags and set up a barrier between me and the door and waited for the MoFos to get into the wire.
Now here's one which wasn't a flashback. We were in our night time RON and in the middle of the night we were over run by the NVA, They were going through our position shooting and bayonetting. I grabbed one by the throat and started to break his freaking neck. Suddenly a couple of yards grabbed me and woke me up. I was having the most realistic nightmare of my life. I felt sheepish and sorry for the poor guy I attacked. I was the team leader. They used to issue dextrose amphetamine compound capsules called green hornets. One was supposed to be good for twelve hours. I never took another.
A year ago the flashback came. Same fight but I smashed the MoFo with a back fist to the face. I had a sore hand for some time since I had smashed the headboard.
In case you ask I have no PTSD - I am "well adjusted."
