Andy...sounds almost like you are feeling the "Fight or Flight" effects of PTSD. I am sure you guys have counselors at the police department or set up an appointment with MOD to talk to someone. Hate to say too much as I am unfamiliar with the British way of doing things. What I do know is you can talk to me or many of the Vietnam Vets about some of your "triggers" anytime. Sometimes just talking gets people to realize what they are doing and find ways to avoid getting into those situations in the future. feel free to PM me anytime!
Trav
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Godspeed and keep low!
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