Well I guess i am just shootin off my f*ckin mouth
I was on the chat site earlier and was in contact with a Navy retiree and he lost his son-inlaw over there.
He didn't talk much but I know it stung!
I feel guilty that when we were over there the first f*ckin time that we couldn't finish the job!
Every time I see a f*ckin raghead I just want to jump over the counter and choke his ass!
I guess that is why I don't leave the house for weeks at a time.
I feel so bad that these troops are over there trying their hardest to build a peaceful Iraq.
But do these b*stards deserve our loss of life and limb?
Well from what I have said so far I guess y'all have figured that I have fallen from the sobreity wagon.
I can't even f*ckin watch tv anymore because I am scared of what the updates will produce.
These bastards have takin just about everything from me and I am pissed. Be it our government or these damn ragheads.
I have recently become a friend to a afghan/somalia Vet and he is goin through the same sh*t.
And I know that some of these boys coming back from this recent military fling will be in the same boat.
Hell we have stopped hearing about the Fort Bragg Murder suicides haven't we?
But hey it keeps goin on.
How long can we deal with death?
At some point he will win.
Well Hell y'all think what you want that I am a raving lunatic or just some poor drunk bastard.
I just needed to let it out so I don't kill my stupid self or others.