big chose

[Tina]

Okay i know that if anyone in this world will be honest with me its you all... I have to choose between some stuff and i am confused...
This passed weekend I went to see my boyfriend in VA..
we have been together for awhile now..
He asked me if I was willing to move to VA.. I am like hell ya I am willing.. Well of course I start to talk to my mom and dad about it and I get.. I don't want to talk about it right now.. So finally several days later I make them talk to me about it.. I get the your are our oldest daughter and all we want Tina is for you to be happy.. Well then I get the feeling deep down inside.. That they are lien to me.. They don't want me to move but I would be so happy..
My mom is like only talking to me if she has too.. Cause it upset her so bad that I really want to move..
Dad is like do what ever you want .. When you want to do something you are going to do it regardless of what we want..
sighs.. I am confused...
Why do parents have to be like this.. Why can't they open their arms and tell me good luck and let it all be good..
I know its hard on them.. But don't they think its hard on me too?? Cause i am giving up alot too..
Hope someone can help me out here..
love ya all
Your friend and God Bless,
Tina Catena