I got a letter from the VA -- I have 30% PTSD -- need advice

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Excuse me Col Murph but this time you are wrong. PTSD has nothing to do with or about being a coward. I too have been rated at 50% and I would dare you or anyone else to call me a coward to my face. I take your assesment as a personel insult. What happen to me during my years in the service happened I didn't ask them to happen but they did. at the time I did my job and did it well. but after a lot of years things begain to take there toll. I didn't ask to stay awake night after night rehashing events that no-one could change but thats what happens. I don't want to get angery and loose my temper and almost loose my job every few months but thats what happens. No Col this time you are wrong. I still respect your prospective on alot of subjects but this time I cannot and willnot agree with you. It would be different if we caught PTSD in some cheap whore house. but we didn't we got it doing our duty for God and Country. yours respectfully ...chris